I really need to stop freaking out about insignificant things. I have nothing to worry about. Everything has been awesome so far. I think that is the problem. I'm not used to not having a complaint. It's too good to be true...but it really is THAT GOOD.

The challenge now is going to be getting my brain to believe that I do, in fact, deserve this. Even now, I don't always see myself as good enough for anyone, much less a guy as considerate as the one I've got.

My next big hurdle is being able to deal with setbacks without automatically assuming that there are other shady dealings afoot. And THAT is going to be a tough habit to break.