Woo.

We had dinner with A's mom and his mom's boyfriend tonight. I met his brother (again), sister, brother-in-law, niece, and nephew last night. He is coming down here to spend New Year's Eve with me and to meet my family. His dog loves me. I can talk to him about anything. He really is one of the nicest people that I have ever met. EVER.

I feel more special when I am with him. He knows where I have come from in past relationships because he has been there too. We both have to keep pinching ourselves because we can't believe that we met. It's incredible.

I am excited and scared all at once. I have the warm fuzzies, the goofy giggles, the nervous laughter, all that stuff that I didn't really think I was going to find anytime soon. The last time I felt like this...well, we all know how that turned out.

Play the game smarter, Haze. Don't settle (although I don't see myself having to do that yet). But most of all, enjoy this.