Maybe part of my problem is just that I am hoping for too much. I always seek out the good in people, even when there isn't that much there to see.

I miss nights of just being held, cradled and told quietly that things will be okay. That security is rare in this world, even between the bestest of friends.

What I'm looking for now is someone who puts me in that moment again. Definitively. When I know, for sure, that I'm going to be alright.

I have moved on with my life, and I can say I'm generally pretty happy with myself. But still, there is always this nagging fear in my head wondering if that's enough.