I think that trying to explain how badly I needed a day like yesterday would never do it justice. It's so easy to forget what laughter feels like, especially lately. I have been guarded, almost as if in hiding. There are a few people though, who can bring me back. I saw most of them yesterday. I feel re energized. I got the swift kick in the pants that I needed to remember what I've got and to be thankful for it. Fuck what happened to me 6 months ago. I have a lot of really good people in my life NOW. They are filling voids that I didn't even realize I had.